Until the end

I see the things that most don't
feel for the things that most don't
care for the things that most don't
and when I hurt, I bleed
I wipe my eyes and take a breath
cover myself in an invisible armour
of steel and then I step back into life
and wait for the time
once again-
when I find out things I shouldn't
get caught in things I shouldn't
surround myself with those I shouldn't
exhausted with a battle never won,
I fall and curl into a ball
and wait for the things most don't
feel for the things most don't
and surround myself with those I shouldn't,
until the end.